P.S I Love You

I finally managed to watch this movie this week and boy did it bring back some memories.  I suppose it is every girl or boy's dream to have someone who loves them so much to think of them before they die and leave a love letter lying around for you to stumble upon and read it.

Well I guess I had someone who loved me so much that he cared for me and only I dared not to think of it  at that time lest fate knew abt this and took it away from me. However... all this has happenned and damn fate to hell. I am just lucky to have someone to have loved me with all his heart minus all the rant and madness that I descended upon him....

I wish that everyone would experience the same thing... the never ending love and the feeling of being in love and having someone loved you so much... it made the world spin around you. But enough of this nonsense....lest it makes me nostalgic again and what is gone is something I cannot recover back again so let sleeping dogs lie.

Fave Song

Second day of 2010 just breezed through. I think I am spending too much of time in front of the laptop and on the Internet rather than getting prepared for work and misery this Jan 4. Just thought that I will share my fave song since I dont have much to share.  

IRIS by Goo Goo Dolls

And I'd give up forever to touch you

Cause I know that you feel me somehow

You're the closest thing to heaven that I'll ever be

And I don't want to go home right now And all I can taste is this moment

And all I can breathe is your life

Cause sooner or later it's over

I just don't want to miss you tonight

And I don't want the world to see me

Cause I don't think that they'd understand

When everything's made to be broken

I just want you to know who I am

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming

Or the moment of truth in your lies

When everything seems like the movies

Yeah you bleed just to know your alive

And I don't want the world to see me

Cause I don't think that they'd understand

When everything's made to be broken

I just want you to know who I am

I don't want the world to see me

Cause I don't think that they'd understand

When everything's made to be broken

I just want you to know who I am

I just want you to know who I am

I just want you to know who I am

I just want you to know who I am

I just want you to know who I am

New Year 2010

It is a new year and I decided to start blogging again. It has been a 10 year long hiatus but I think it is time I started living again ... perhaps more of coming out from my shadow or sorts.
10 years is a really long time. I have forgotten the person that I have become....

Well all this is in the past. I am here to live my life as how life is meant for everyone. To not blame our misery based on those things or people that surround us but to everyday thank God on bended knees on how lucky I am to be alive & to be free!

So here's to 2010...may God give me strength to live life!!