Recovery

I nearly thought that I could no longer access this blog anymore since I could not get in. Sometimes when one does not focus on what they are doing and blindly presses enter every time they see some window popping up - one would accidentally choose the wrong thing and then end up something like me - totally bewildered on why they are unable to access their website.

However ... rather than getting angry and showing tantrums like what I was nearly going to do - after having locked my yahoo account .. I decided to take it cool. This is why being cool is the ultimate importance in one's life. After being cool, I remembered that I must have changed my log in id - thus rendering Google to not remember my last id.

Well all this is now past. I can safely log in into my blog and all is well. I love this word... all is well and all good things is happenning to me.

Thanking God for the rewards that is raining on me

I thank God and the universe for granting me a good life.  I thank them for letting me have want I wanted which is to be promoted and receive a higher pay. Although I do think I deserve more money that what I receive -- I know that there is more money that is coming to me each and every day.

Thus I thank God for letting me be somebody and get there.

Bonus and Rewards

It's pay day today and I am so HAPPY!
I have been granted an promotion to the rank that I want and also received bonus. I DO THINK that I should get more however I am going to affirm that a 100,000 is coming to me now every now and then,

I need to be strong and be focus to remember the things that I want to do and should aim in life. No more the tree that is drifting in the sea.

Also I am driving much better - today my parking was horrid but my climb over the hill was good. Tomorrow will be much better and the days to come :-)

Wishing for the sky

It has been less of happy days this past few days. However I decide to hold on the good stuff and I managed to do it. It has dawned to me time and time again how important it is to always remain positive all the time without throwing a big fuss every now and then.

I have since made a habit of saying to myself every now and then this powerful mantra - all is well. I just need to remember anothe rline which is only all good things happens to me.  I need to reinforce these words with every breath I take and every time I think of it.

I am Love

I am love.
I have love in my heart.
I am love.
I have love surrounding me.
I am love.
Love is all around me.
I am love.
I am loved with all one's heart.
I am love.
I am cherished and taken care of.

Release Anger

I am starting to get angry again each day and hour. I want to release all my worries, anxiety and the feeling of restless or unable to do anything.

I release all my anger. 
I release all my worries.
I release all my anxiety.
I release all my tenseness in my head.
I release all the misgvings about my weight and age.
I release all this feeling of hopeless and unable to control matters.
I release feeling helpless.
I release feeling and being angry.
I release wanting to control things.
I release the feeling of unable to accelerate myself.
I release the feeling of being overweight.
I release being angry about having to give up meat.
I release all uneasiness in my heart and mind.
I release all bad and worse thinking.

I salute to peace.
I invite happiness and joy and love in my heart.
I feel love in my heart.
I feel cherished!

All is well

These three words have helped me tremendously this week and the week before. In fact ever since I heard this word - I fell in love with it and I use it almost all the time especially when I am afraid or upset.

In my heart - yes, I believe that all is well and only good things happen to me - this is my daily afirmation. I tell myself on a daily basis that I am good and that am lucky and all good things happens to me. I tell myself that I am receiving properity from all sources whether known or unknown source. I tell myself that I am rich and that I am blessed and lucky in life and all things in my life.

Hot Hot Weather

It is such a hot day today that I am thinking of going bonkers - simply ballistic because the heat is so unbearable.

My ears ache and my eye is jumping - threatening for a migraine. I am trying to think happy thoughts rather than pay attention to the pain in the eye. I wish that I could take few long baths instead of 2 only today - part of me want to take another bath right now -but I do not want to end up sick again.

I am trying to get a hold of myself. I am telling myself that I could live again and that I could move on from here. I want so bad to meet someone who is as single like me and who is looking for love. I want to find someone to love. I do not want to live alone. Everyone deserves someone and so do I.