Monday, January 31, 2011
Managing Time
There are so much that I want to do and so little time. I also need time to be ready and go out of the house and get those things that I wanted. Now I am going to take a bath and then will go out to get my shoes done, to buy the table top and also to look around here and there for something savoury. This will take me another 3 hours to complete. Not sure whether this is what I want.
A Week Off
I have a week off this week and I am determined to make sure that I am using it all in an effective and useful manner.
Starting off this week, is that I am working on spring cleaning my house. It has been some time that I have done my share of the work . This year I am 36 years old. I do not want to look back when I am 40years old and think what the hell have I done with my life. There is so much of things that I want to do. I do not want to remiss my life thinking that I have not done this and that and that I have wasted my youth.
So what does a lady do? Noticed that I am not referring to myself as a girl anymore. I am going to obsess in getting more successful and a bigger pay. I want new opportunities to work overseas. I want to be the lady of the game. The cool, slim successful woman who can have everything that I want just like I was before.
To get what I want, I need to earn it. I need to know what I want, where I want to go and just go there. In short, I just need to DO IT! To hang with all the miss-ups and the what would people think of me, the ifs and I am not ready. Well... no one can always be prepared all the time. I just need to grow up! Wake up and smell the roses.
Starting off this week, is that I am working on spring cleaning my house. It has been some time that I have done my share of the work . This year I am 36 years old. I do not want to look back when I am 40years old and think what the hell have I done with my life. There is so much of things that I want to do. I do not want to remiss my life thinking that I have not done this and that and that I have wasted my youth.
So what does a lady do? Noticed that I am not referring to myself as a girl anymore. I am going to obsess in getting more successful and a bigger pay. I want new opportunities to work overseas. I want to be the lady of the game. The cool, slim successful woman who can have everything that I want just like I was before.
To get what I want, I need to earn it. I need to know what I want, where I want to go and just go there. In short, I just need to DO IT! To hang with all the miss-ups and the what would people think of me, the ifs and I am not ready. Well... no one can always be prepared all the time. I just need to grow up! Wake up and smell the roses.
Achieving -
Today I achieved what I set out to accomplish this year - which is to read more than 2-3 books per month. Probably you may think that this is an easy accomplishment since I managed to read over 40 over books last year. But understand that I did not confine myself to completing xx number of books per month.
Still... you may be right and I may be wrong. Thus I will take up on the offer of reading more than 3 books per month - perhaps 4 or 5 books.
Then again there is this challenge of losing weight. I think I am going to take Jillian's challenge of losing weight in 6 weeks. This is going to be a hard challenge simply because it has been raining like cats and dogs this week and there is no way I am going to wake up my freezing ass and then travese down the lane and take big steps to walk or jog.
I do not think that I can bring the dog along with me on my walks as there are big dogs that are not only ferocious but also not scared of an adult who is walking her dog.
So this leaves me to somehow ply my time exercising. I think I am going to start my squat trust and plank and jump workout - this will get me going. Also I need to tone my arms by moping with my hands.
Yes... I did forget to wash the bathroom today. I probably skipped this because I did not want to play with water so much - after all as I said earlier it rained like hell today.
Still... you may be right and I may be wrong. Thus I will take up on the offer of reading more than 3 books per month - perhaps 4 or 5 books.
Then again there is this challenge of losing weight. I think I am going to take Jillian's challenge of losing weight in 6 weeks. This is going to be a hard challenge simply because it has been raining like cats and dogs this week and there is no way I am going to wake up my freezing ass and then travese down the lane and take big steps to walk or jog.
I do not think that I can bring the dog along with me on my walks as there are big dogs that are not only ferocious but also not scared of an adult who is walking her dog.
So this leaves me to somehow ply my time exercising. I think I am going to start my squat trust and plank and jump workout - this will get me going. Also I need to tone my arms by moping with my hands.
Yes... I did forget to wash the bathroom today. I probably skipped this because I did not want to play with water so much - after all as I said earlier it rained like hell today.
Sunday, January 30, 2011
Think Big, Think Abundance and Manifest
I am reaping those things that I am sowing. I am now walking the walk and talking the talk. I am not going to blow my horn for anything less than achievement.
I am not putting myself into a strict regime and I am going to monitor myself. I know longer want to think why I am not losing my weight. I am going to think fitness - think fit and look fit. This means that each day I need to do at least 3 fit things - i.e. take the dog for longer walks, walk up and down the stairs, mop the floor in the room on my knees and scrub the perimeter of the bathroom with more energy.
I plan to also do some high kicks and some punches and those hit and jabs exercise to boost my martial arts sort of workout. So I am going to give myself a benchmark each day to start. I am going to start at 10 workouts for each leg and then trangress each day for two more. I need to achieve this until I can achieve 3 sets of 15 workouts each day with nary a fluttering breath or two.
Then I am going to dedicate everyday of my life to visualize at least for 10mins those things that I want so badly. I am going to manifest secretly that I am receiving abundance each day and something good is happenning to me every day and every minute. Only good things happens to me - this is one thing I believe other than everything I want I will get.
I am not putting myself into a strict regime and I am going to monitor myself. I know longer want to think why I am not losing my weight. I am going to think fitness - think fit and look fit. This means that each day I need to do at least 3 fit things - i.e. take the dog for longer walks, walk up and down the stairs, mop the floor in the room on my knees and scrub the perimeter of the bathroom with more energy.
I plan to also do some high kicks and some punches and those hit and jabs exercise to boost my martial arts sort of workout. So I am going to give myself a benchmark each day to start. I am going to start at 10 workouts for each leg and then trangress each day for two more. I need to achieve this until I can achieve 3 sets of 15 workouts each day with nary a fluttering breath or two.
Then I am going to dedicate everyday of my life to visualize at least for 10mins those things that I want so badly. I am going to manifest secretly that I am receiving abundance each day and something good is happenning to me every day and every minute. Only good things happens to me - this is one thing I believe other than everything I want I will get.
Personality Test Fun Test
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Global Personality Test Results |
| Stability (56%) moderately high which suggests you are relaxed, calm, secure, and optimistic. Orderliness (60%) moderately high which suggests you are, at times, overly organized, reliable, neat, and hard working at the expense of flexibility, efficiency, spontaneity, and fun. Extraversion (43%) moderately low which suggests you are reclusive, quiet, unassertive, and secretive. |
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Personality Test - Left/Right Brain
Here are my results: I am Left Brain Type
Are You Right or Left Brained?
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Explainations: Left brain dominant individuals are more orderly, literal, articulate, and to the point. They are good at understanding directions and anything that is explicit and logical. They can have trouble comprehending emotions and abstract concepts, they can feel lost when things are not clear, doubting anything that is not stated and proven. Right brain dominant individuals are more visual and intuitive. They are better at summarizing multiple points, picking up on what's not said, visualizing things, and making things up. They can lack attention to detail, directness, organization, and the ability to explain their ideas verbally, leaving them unable to communicate effectively. Overall you appear to be Left Brain Dominant ----------------------------------------- According to Darwinian theory, optimal evolution takes place with random variation and selective retention. The evolution savvy individual will try many different approaches when faced with a problem and select the best of those approaches. Many historical intellectuals have confessed their advantage was simply considering/exploring/trying more approaches than others. The left brain dominant type suffers from limited approaches, narrow-mindedness. The right brain dominant type suffers from too many approaches, scatterbrained. To maintain balanced hemispheres, you need to exercise both variability and selection. Just as a company will have more chance of finding a great candidate by increasing their applicant pool, an individual who considers a wider set of options is more likely to make quality decisions.
Brain Lateralization Test Results |
| Right Brain (40%) The right hemisphere is the visual, figurative, artistic, and intuitive side of the brain. Left Brain (52%) The left hemisphere is the logical, articulate, assertive, and practical side of the brain |
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Explainations: Left brain dominant individuals are more orderly, literal, articulate, and to the point. They are good at understanding directions and anything that is explicit and logical. They can have trouble comprehending emotions and abstract concepts, they can feel lost when things are not clear, doubting anything that is not stated and proven. Right brain dominant individuals are more visual and intuitive. They are better at summarizing multiple points, picking up on what's not said, visualizing things, and making things up. They can lack attention to detail, directness, organization, and the ability to explain their ideas verbally, leaving them unable to communicate effectively. Overall you appear to be Left Brain Dominant ----------------------------------------- According to Darwinian theory, optimal evolution takes place with random variation and selective retention. The evolution savvy individual will try many different approaches when faced with a problem and select the best of those approaches. Many historical intellectuals have confessed their advantage was simply considering/exploring/trying more approaches than others. The left brain dominant type suffers from limited approaches, narrow-mindedness. The right brain dominant type suffers from too many approaches, scatterbrained. To maintain balanced hemispheres, you need to exercise both variability and selection. Just as a company will have more chance of finding a great candidate by increasing their applicant pool, an individual who considers a wider set of options is more likely to make quality decisions.
Personality Test - The Big Five
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| Big Five Test Results |
| Extroversion (48%) medium which suggests you average somewhere in between being assertive and social and being withdrawn and solitary. Accommodation (58%) moderately high which suggests you are, at times, overly kind natured, trusting, and helpful at the expense of your own individual development (martyr complex). Orderliness (56%) moderately high which suggests you are, at times, overly organized, neat, structured and restrained at the expense too often of flexibility, variety, spontaneity, and fun. Emotional Stability (60%) moderately high which suggests you are relaxed, calm, secure, and optimistic. Inquisitiveness (36%) moderately low which suggests you are, at times, overly small minded, traditional, and conventional at the expense of intellectual curiousity, possibility, and progress. |
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Enneagram 2 -
These are my results:
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Enneagram Personality Type Indicator Results
Your highest score will indicate you basic type, or it will be among the top 2-3 scores. Low scores in some type might come out negative. That's perfectly normal.
For best results, you should answer all the questions that apply.
Type 1 Type 2 Type 3 Type 4 Type 5 Type 6 Type 7 Type 8 Type 9
-4 5 7 1 7 -9 -3 -1 -3
The Nine Personality Types of the Enneagram
Type 1: The Reformer. The rational, idealistic type.
Type 2: The Helper. The caring, nurturing type.
Type 3: The Motivator. The adaptable, success-oriented type.
Type 4: The Artist. The intuitive, reserved type.
Type 5: The Thinker. The perceptive, cerebral type.
Type 6: The Skeptic. The committed, security-oriented type.
Type 7: The Generalist. The enthusiastic, productive type.
Type 8: The Leader. The powerful, aggressive type.
Type 9: The Peacemaker. The easygoing, accommodating type.
Explainations
Dynamics of Type 5: Thinker
World View: The world is invasive and confusing. I need privacy to think.
Basic Desire: to understand the world
Basic Fear: of being overwhelmed by the world
Healthy loop controlled by Basic Desire:
Need to understand the world -> observe -> analyze -> understand the world -> Need to understand the world
In the healthy state, the need to understand the world induces Type Fives to observe and analyze the world, which help them to better understand the world. When Fives reach a good understanding of the world around them, their need is satisfied and a balance is reached.
In the average state, when Fives' do less of observing and analyzing the world, they start to not understand the world. This increases their need to understand the world, which helps Fives to return to more observation and analysis. Thus the balancing loop can help Fives to recover.
Unhealthy loop controlled by Basic Fear:
Fear of being overwhelmed by the world -> detach from the world -> understand the world -> Fear of being overwhelmed by the world
In the unhealthy state, the basic fear of being overwhelmed by the world can cause Type Fives to become detached from the people around them and the world around them as a defense. This unfortunately causes them to understand the world even less, which further increases Fives' basic fear. The cycle continues to build up.
Insight:
We can see from the diagram that a way to help break the control of the basic fear is to weaken the unhealthy loop. Fives can stop their detachment from the world, and start to observe and analyze the real world more. This will increase their understanding of the world, and reduce their fear of being overwhelmed by the world.
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Enneagram Personality Type Indicator Results
Your highest score will indicate you basic type, or it will be among the top 2-3 scores. Low scores in some type might come out negative. That's perfectly normal.
For best results, you should answer all the questions that apply.
Type 1 Type 2 Type 3 Type 4 Type 5 Type 6 Type 7 Type 8 Type 9
-4 5 7 1 7 -9 -3 -1 -3
The Nine Personality Types of the Enneagram
Type 1: The Reformer. The rational, idealistic type.
Type 2: The Helper. The caring, nurturing type.
Type 3: The Motivator. The adaptable, success-oriented type.
Type 4: The Artist. The intuitive, reserved type.
Type 5: The Thinker. The perceptive, cerebral type.
Type 6: The Skeptic. The committed, security-oriented type.
Type 7: The Generalist. The enthusiastic, productive type.
Type 8: The Leader. The powerful, aggressive type.
Type 9: The Peacemaker. The easygoing, accommodating type.
Explainations
Dynamics of Type 5: Thinker
World View: The world is invasive and confusing. I need privacy to think.
Basic Desire: to understand the world
Basic Fear: of being overwhelmed by the world
Healthy loop controlled by Basic Desire:
Need to understand the world -> observe -> analyze -> understand the world -> Need to understand the world
In the healthy state, the need to understand the world induces Type Fives to observe and analyze the world, which help them to better understand the world. When Fives reach a good understanding of the world around them, their need is satisfied and a balance is reached.
In the average state, when Fives' do less of observing and analyzing the world, they start to not understand the world. This increases their need to understand the world, which helps Fives to return to more observation and analysis. Thus the balancing loop can help Fives to recover.
Unhealthy loop controlled by Basic Fear:
Fear of being overwhelmed by the world -> detach from the world -> understand the world -> Fear of being overwhelmed by the world
In the unhealthy state, the basic fear of being overwhelmed by the world can cause Type Fives to become detached from the people around them and the world around them as a defense. This unfortunately causes them to understand the world even less, which further increases Fives' basic fear. The cycle continues to build up.
Insight:
We can see from the diagram that a way to help break the control of the basic fear is to weaken the unhealthy loop. Fives can stop their detachment from the world, and start to observe and analyze the real world more. This will increase their understanding of the world, and reduce their fear of being overwhelmed by the world.
Enneagram 1 - Similiar Minds
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Saturday, January 29, 2011
Things That I AM Grateful Today
I am grateful for so many things today. I am grateful that I woke up early, I managed to go online and read more of the secrets to be headhunted and to also have a tasty breakfast.
I am grateful for using my time wisely today - by taking time to drive out, testing out my typing skills on the Mavis Beacon software, giving the dog a bath, washing the floor outside and even taking time to listen to the success mp3s.
I also saved money by not wasting it on something that I did not want. I am also thankful for the 5 earrings that I bought - so beautiful and pretty at such a small cost. I am looking for getting things at a money worth - to buy things that are beautiful, attractive, useful at a small cost or even at a fraction cost of the cost of the same things elsewhere.
I am grateful for using my time wisely today - by taking time to drive out, testing out my typing skills on the Mavis Beacon software, giving the dog a bath, washing the floor outside and even taking time to listen to the success mp3s.
I also saved money by not wasting it on something that I did not want. I am also thankful for the 5 earrings that I bought - so beautiful and pretty at such a small cost. I am looking for getting things at a money worth - to buy things that are beautiful, attractive, useful at a small cost or even at a fraction cost of the cost of the same things elsewhere.
Success - Reaping the seeds that I have sown
Today I drove again and found that I tend to freeze whenever I am at the traffic light. I even felt bored because I felt that I could not speed up but it was a different kind of sensation of being in the driver's seat rather than the passenger seat after all this while. I guess I can drive better and have better confidence with more practice and constant rememberance that of the rules of driving.
I am extremely grateful that I managed to drive for 2 hours successfully. I know I am getting better everytime I am behind the wheel. Now I need to remember that I need to start looking at the mirrors for cars and motorcycles or even pesky people who try to play pranks on the road.
As for trying my hand to type much faster - I did this also. I tried and followed on for more than 2 hours on the Mavis Beacon software. I feel that my typing is much faster than before. I certainly use more of my fingers so the speed of my typing is certainly much faster.
I am making less typing mistakes and I do not look at the keyboard anymore when I typed or even spell the words out loud.
Today, I also decided to psyche my mind to think of more success and to empower my subconsious to think great and big again. I want to be as ambitions as I was. Thus, I started listening to the 50 Success Classic stories. These mp3 are parts of the Law of Attraction. It is interesting because the author summarizes all the important points of these classic books.
"What the mind think and see, it believes" - these are words that I need to tell myself every now and then.
So there you are I am making progress in my life by moving out my safe space. I am challenging myself a little more and even more.
I am extremely grateful that I managed to drive for 2 hours successfully. I know I am getting better everytime I am behind the wheel. Now I need to remember that I need to start looking at the mirrors for cars and motorcycles or even pesky people who try to play pranks on the road.
As for trying my hand to type much faster - I did this also. I tried and followed on for more than 2 hours on the Mavis Beacon software. I feel that my typing is much faster than before. I certainly use more of my fingers so the speed of my typing is certainly much faster.
I am making less typing mistakes and I do not look at the keyboard anymore when I typed or even spell the words out loud.
Today, I also decided to psyche my mind to think of more success and to empower my subconsious to think great and big again. I want to be as ambitions as I was. Thus, I started listening to the 50 Success Classic stories. These mp3 are parts of the Law of Attraction. It is interesting because the author summarizes all the important points of these classic books.
"What the mind think and see, it believes" - these are words that I need to tell myself every now and then.
So there you are I am making progress in my life by moving out my safe space. I am challenging myself a little more and even more.
Taking Up the Challenge in 2011
This 2011, I am challenging myself to do better, to win better, to do things differently and everything that will stress, change and compel me to move out of my comfort zone.
This 2011, I am into hoisting skill-sets. I want to be better that what I am right now. I want to take up that Spanish lessons that I always wanted. I want to type much faster that I am doing right now. I want to type at a bullet speed so fast I'd stop myself from spelling all the time. I want to start driving around - the joy of it is so thrilling and most importantly - I want to stop selling myself short.
I hereby declare that I am no longer a yellow submarine. I want to take up new chances and choices. I do not want to ever shy away from taking risk. I have always pride myself from taking risk and I am going to do it. There is no use of going through life - going through mundane things and wishing things just got better and then see it slip away.
I want to start running marathons, take up canoeing or dancing. I want to lighten up the space in my life. I want to find someone to love and be loved. I want someone that I deserve - someone kind and gentle and loving to me.
I want to challenge myself out of a career rut. I want to be paid for my capabilities and my skills. I know that I have better skills than my peers. I am all out to sell my skills to the highest bidder. I want to work with large corporations, MNC and I want to be going to new places and new countries. I want to earn 3 times that I am doing right now. I want to work in an overseas company.
I want to break free from my comfort zone. I know longer will be that yellow submarine that I always think that I am. I want to stand out. I want people to look at me and respect my skills. I want people to see me knowing that I am their biggest competitor and I am the best of my trade and I can beat that at every juncture of every game that they play.
I am getting back to my roots. I want to be a superstar at my work - my skills will speak for myself. People will speak of my strengths and capabilities - and this will induce me to do better and become the best of my trade.
This 2011, I am into hoisting skill-sets. I want to be better that what I am right now. I want to take up that Spanish lessons that I always wanted. I want to type much faster that I am doing right now. I want to type at a bullet speed so fast I'd stop myself from spelling all the time. I want to start driving around - the joy of it is so thrilling and most importantly - I want to stop selling myself short.
I hereby declare that I am no longer a yellow submarine. I want to take up new chances and choices. I do not want to ever shy away from taking risk. I have always pride myself from taking risk and I am going to do it. There is no use of going through life - going through mundane things and wishing things just got better and then see it slip away.
I want to start running marathons, take up canoeing or dancing. I want to lighten up the space in my life. I want to find someone to love and be loved. I want someone that I deserve - someone kind and gentle and loving to me.
I want to challenge myself out of a career rut. I want to be paid for my capabilities and my skills. I know that I have better skills than my peers. I am all out to sell my skills to the highest bidder. I want to work with large corporations, MNC and I want to be going to new places and new countries. I want to earn 3 times that I am doing right now. I want to work in an overseas company.
I want to break free from my comfort zone. I know longer will be that yellow submarine that I always think that I am. I want to stand out. I want people to look at me and respect my skills. I want people to see me knowing that I am their biggest competitor and I am the best of my trade and I can beat that at every juncture of every game that they play.
I am getting back to my roots. I want to be a superstar at my work - my skills will speak for myself. People will speak of my strengths and capabilities - and this will induce me to do better and become the best of my trade.
Thursday, January 27, 2011
Carving out success
I am raising my ambition again. I want power, recognition, more money and title. I am looking for all this and more. I am climbing Maslow's tower of hierarchy. I want to achieve all that is there. I want MORE. I want position and pay and now I am all out to get it.
I am thinking BIG!
I am thinking BIG!
Challenge
After years and months of procrastination, I decided to challenge myself out of my comfort zone and into doing the things that I have been dragging my feet on. It would seem that at least by doing this, I am challenge to do something for 2011 that I can be proud of.
My challenge for 1st Quarter of 2011
My challenge for 1st Quarter of 2011
- Workout - go for the run/walk that I have been putting of for years!
- Resume typing faster - need to start up that Mavis Beacon software again and start attempting their exercises. My fingers already know most of the keys, however my speed of typing is still not up to the mark. I type really slow when I am trying to use all my ten fingers.
- Start experimenting with my dressing! Another four more years and I am 40 years old - I cannot and will not be looking back at my life and wondering why I never had the nerve to do this and that. After all, 50 is new 30.
- Start driving!
- Start reading 2-3 books per month. I should also complete all those books that I started reading but have not completed. It is such as waste. Oh I know... each month I should be reading 2 new books and 1 book which I have not completed. I have about 5 books that I did not complete reading.
Things I AM Grateful For Today
Today has been a smashing day. I managed to achieve whatever I wanted and even more. I am more than please with myself - I think ever since last Sunday after I came back from driving.
I accomplished having 2 meetings in one day - not bad for someone who has been free of meetings since Jan 4 - almost 3 weeks of no activity or shall I say ... slow activity.
I managed to elicit most of the information that I needed. I have the backup of my team who supports me all the time and care for me. It is good to know that my team is every supportive of me and are my number one supporters :-)
I am exceedingly happy for the dinners invites that I have been provided. I am even more happy that I made an exception to attend these dinners. At times, it is good to show some face rather than stay away. I am grateful for my unwanning enthusiam to start driving again. I cannot wait to start driving further away from home - such as to the supermarket, to the shops nearby, to park my car and test my parking skills, to even driving on the highway to work!
To think about it, it is good to feel important and to be in the good books of people especially bossess and vendors and clients and most importantly my project team.
I am happy for having such a good network of friends - we are a tight knit family. I just need to throw of my apprehension of thinking people are telling me what to do when it is obvious I know my work.
I accomplished having 2 meetings in one day - not bad for someone who has been free of meetings since Jan 4 - almost 3 weeks of no activity or shall I say ... slow activity.
I managed to elicit most of the information that I needed. I have the backup of my team who supports me all the time and care for me. It is good to know that my team is every supportive of me and are my number one supporters :-)
I am exceedingly happy for the dinners invites that I have been provided. I am even more happy that I made an exception to attend these dinners. At times, it is good to show some face rather than stay away. I am grateful for my unwanning enthusiam to start driving again. I cannot wait to start driving further away from home - such as to the supermarket, to the shops nearby, to park my car and test my parking skills, to even driving on the highway to work!
To think about it, it is good to feel important and to be in the good books of people especially bossess and vendors and clients and most importantly my project team.
I am happy for having such a good network of friends - we are a tight knit family. I just need to throw of my apprehension of thinking people are telling me what to do when it is obvious I know my work.
Wednesday, January 26, 2011
Things That I AM Grateful Today
There are many things that I am grateful today:
- I am proud that I managed to pull through today even though I felt like vomitting, had a terrible toothache problem and right cheek swelled.
- I am also proud of myself of being true to my word and turned up for the dinner tonight.
- I am extremely happy that I made the right decision in coming home early today and also to cement the quarrel I had with my brother in the morning.
- I am grateful for learning to grow up and making friends with people whom I had some disagreements earlier. This has been extremely hard on me - especially in talking to someone I probably had just yelled days/weeks/hours ago.
- I am grateful for the people who trust and care for me.
- I am grateful that people who vouches for me.
- I am exceedingly thankful for the new projects that I have to keep myself occupied.
- I want to start concentrating on visualizing that headhunters will keep plying me with offers to work in their company. It makes me happy to no end to know that I am always wanted.
Manifesting Money
Today I received info that I have been waiting for. It is shocking that I did not obtain any salary increment - I have been provided the technical allowance but nothing more. I hope that this is somehow changed by march when the promotions come in.
I can't say that I am not sad because I was a tad bit upset for few minutes. However I do not want to abandon my thought manifestations in which I am surrounding myself with the vibe that I am attracting money in abundance. I have always received what I wanted so the money bit will come. In fact, I am projecting that money will come/rain down upon me so much so my pockets will be filled with money day by day. So I am keeping my thoughts and resources open - money is coming to be in abundance!
I can't say that I am not sad because I was a tad bit upset for few minutes. However I do not want to abandon my thought manifestations in which I am surrounding myself with the vibe that I am attracting money in abundance. I have always received what I wanted so the money bit will come. In fact, I am projecting that money will come/rain down upon me so much so my pockets will be filled with money day by day. So I am keeping my thoughts and resources open - money is coming to be in abundance!
Monday, January 24, 2011
Personal DNA
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Fave Cartoon Character
This is an interesting and funny quiz.
You can try it out at: http://www.jeeze.com/funstuff/cartoonquiz/
Turns out that I am a:
You are Tweety!
You are cute, and everyone loves you.
You are a best friend that no one takes the chance of losing. You never hurt feelings and seldom have your own feelings hurt. Life is a breeze. You are witty, and calm most of the time. Just keep clear of backstabbers, and you are worry free.
Another fun test is the 100 Acre Personality Quiz
http://www.quizmeme.com/poohpersonality/quiz.php
Turns out that I am: Kanga
our Score for The 100 Acre Personality Quiz: 43%
43% 43 points out of 100
2,070,905 people have taken this quiz so far.
548,871 are the same charactor as you (Kanga).
I do not know whether I am really that disappointed because I kind of wanted to become Pooh ... but I am not that daft and sweet and so very thoughtful like Pooh. I think I will stick to being something like Kanga.
your score:
You can try it out at: http://www.jeeze.com/funstuff/cartoonquiz/
Turns out that I am a:
You are Tweety!
You are cute, and everyone loves you.
You are a best friend that no one takes the chance of losing. You never hurt feelings and seldom have your own feelings hurt. Life is a breeze. You are witty, and calm most of the time. Just keep clear of backstabbers, and you are worry free.
Another fun test is the 100 Acre Personality Quiz
http://www.quizmeme.com/poohpersonality/quiz.php
Turns out that I am: Kanga
our Score for The 100 Acre Personality Quiz: 43%
43% 43 points out of 100
2,070,905 people have taken this quiz so far.
548,871 are the same charactor as you (Kanga).
your score:
Jung's Personality Test
Quiz at : http://www.humanmetrics.com/cgi-win/JTypes2.asp
Results:
Your Type is: INTJ
Introverted Intuitive Thinking Judging
Strength of the preferences %
78 25 12 33
Qualitative analysis of your type formula
You are:
* very expressed introvert
* moderately expressed intuitive personality
* slightly expressed thinking personality
* moderately expressed judging personality
Kershey's explaination of a Rational or what he terms as a Mastermind http://keirsey.com/personalityzone/wz22.asp
"The Mastermind (INTJ) is very focused as well, but more on an internal vision. They are good at solving problems and like to work on tough intellectual puzzles. They are often led into technical positions such as scientific researcher, design engineer, environmental planner. The developing field of genetics benefits from their intensity as does the field of medicine. In education they are most often found at the college and university level. In the professions, they may be a lawyer, a business analyst, or strategic planner. Some have a strong artistic/creative bent and may become an artist, inventor, or designer. Whatever they do, they do it with intensity. Says Kim, "I am constantly teaching myself something new in order to solve the problems that I encounter. My husband leaves me alone when he sees that I am caught in what he calls my "Thinking Time." I'm unwinding knots even in my sleep."
Results:
Your Type is: INTJ
Introverted Intuitive Thinking Judging
Strength of the preferences %
78 25 12 33
Qualitative analysis of your type formula
You are:
* very expressed introvert
* moderately expressed intuitive personality
* slightly expressed thinking personality
* moderately expressed judging personality
Kershey's explaination of a Rational or what he terms as a Mastermind http://keirsey.com/personalityzone/wz22.asp
"The Mastermind (INTJ) is very focused as well, but more on an internal vision. They are good at solving problems and like to work on tough intellectual puzzles. They are often led into technical positions such as scientific researcher, design engineer, environmental planner. The developing field of genetics benefits from their intensity as does the field of medicine. In education they are most often found at the college and university level. In the professions, they may be a lawyer, a business analyst, or strategic planner. Some have a strong artistic/creative bent and may become an artist, inventor, or designer. Whatever they do, they do it with intensity. Says Kim, "I am constantly teaching myself something new in order to solve the problems that I encounter. My husband leaves me alone when he sees that I am caught in what he calls my "Thinking Time." I'm unwinding knots even in my sleep."
Personality Quiz - Jan 2011
I decided to take some quiz
Quiz - What's Your Leadership Style?
http://psychology.about.com/library/quiz/bl-leadershipquiz.htm
Leadership Quiz - Your Results
Your results indicate that your leadership style is predominately: Participative
Participative Leadership
Participative leaders accept input from one or more group members when making decisions and solving problems, but the leader retains the final say when choices are made. Group members tend to be encouraged and motivated by this style of leadership. This style of leadership often leads to more effective and accurate decisions, since no leader can be an expert in all areas. Input from group members with specialized knowledge and expertise creates a more complete basis for decision-making.
They even gave me some advice!
Remember, good leaders utilize all three styles depending upon the situation. For example:
•Use an authoritative style if a group member lacks knowledge about a certain procedure.
•Use a participative style with group members who understand the objectives and their role in the task.
•Use a delegative style if the group member knows more than you do about the task.
Quiz - What's Your Leadership Style?
http://psychology.about.com/library/quiz/bl-leadershipquiz.htm
Leadership Quiz - Your Results
Your results indicate that your leadership style is predominately: Participative
Participative Leadership
Participative leaders accept input from one or more group members when making decisions and solving problems, but the leader retains the final say when choices are made. Group members tend to be encouraged and motivated by this style of leadership. This style of leadership often leads to more effective and accurate decisions, since no leader can be an expert in all areas. Input from group members with specialized knowledge and expertise creates a more complete basis for decision-making.
They even gave me some advice!
Remember, good leaders utilize all three styles depending upon the situation. For example:
•Use an authoritative style if a group member lacks knowledge about a certain procedure.
•Use a participative style with group members who understand the objectives and their role in the task.
•Use a delegative style if the group member knows more than you do about the task.
Sunday, January 23, 2011
Happiness
Happiness is:
- ticking off all the things I need to do or achive from my list
- achieving my goals
- see myself getting fitter each day
- accomplishing something meaningful
- seeing my family happy and properous
- going to church
- having good friends and being with them
- earning more money and being paid for my worth.
- earning a certification
- getting my PMP
- learning new skills
- having everyone wanting me to be their project manager
- to be headhunted for my skills as a project manager
- to continually exceed people's expectations of me
- to continually exceed my expectations of myself
- to find a new love
- to fall in love again and to be loved
- to complete reading all those good books that I have been wanting too.
- Bathing
- being clean
- having beautiful soft skin
- have glowing hair
- looking and feeling fit and healthy
- loving God
- being loved
- smiling
- feeling joy in my heart
- having a loving family
- loving my mother - she is my rock of Gilbratar
- knowing that I can do anything
- knowing that I am succeeding
- being the best of my trade
- being good in everything that I do.
- making money - tons and tons of money
- having endless of money to spend and to save
- looking at eyes of my beloved
- getting whatever i want
- to be surrounded with truthful friends
- to be saved
- to be loved
Driving Thrill
Today I drived again for maybe a hour or so. The joy of driving was thrilling. It is so exhillarating to move a car and go lengths with it. I just tend to forget to move the gear everynow and then and also tend to not know my speed of driving.
I am doing well anyhow. My passenger also told me. Right now I need to focus and remember on when and where to go and what to do next. Also I am this close to buying a new car. I am not sure whether I am happy with the cost of maintaining the car. Maybe I will look for something smaller or cheaper or around my affordable range.
I am so happy! Yeah! It is my dream this year to start driving again and to also own my car. Imagine me with my car - imagine the places that I can go with driving my own car. It is so thrilling and so exhillarating. I want to start driving immediately - quickly so I can go to the malls, hypermarkets and shops alone without anyone by my side - else I can get sis-in-law to accompany me. Think of all the places that I can go - it is so tantalising - the mere thought of getting my own car.
I am doing well anyhow. My passenger also told me. Right now I need to focus and remember on when and where to go and what to do next. Also I am this close to buying a new car. I am not sure whether I am happy with the cost of maintaining the car. Maybe I will look for something smaller or cheaper or around my affordable range.
I am so happy! Yeah! It is my dream this year to start driving again and to also own my car. Imagine me with my car - imagine the places that I can go with driving my own car. It is so thrilling and so exhillarating. I want to start driving immediately - quickly so I can go to the malls, hypermarkets and shops alone without anyone by my side - else I can get sis-in-law to accompany me. Think of all the places that I can go - it is so tantalising - the mere thought of getting my own car.
Saturday, January 22, 2011
Things That I AM Grateful For
First of all I am very grateful that I have received my broadband back - it has been a 3 day hiatus without my broadband. Secondly, I am happy for the holiday that I had on Jan 20th. One day holiday is better than nothing. Thirdly I am happy that I managed to save some money in the purchase of the omega milk.
I am very happy for the report on my appraisal and the praise for my networking capabilities. I am happy for the opportunity to work on a new project and the fact that many people are asking my help to manage their projects. I am most glad for all the complements that I have been getting and the teamwork that I have been blessed with. I hope that I can work on the new project which is centered on a new building and the relocation of the staffs to there. It would certainly give me a much expected and required exposure to do well again.
I am very happy for the report on my appraisal and the praise for my networking capabilities. I am happy for the opportunity to work on a new project and the fact that many people are asking my help to manage their projects. I am most glad for all the complements that I have been getting and the teamwork that I have been blessed with. I hope that I can work on the new project which is centered on a new building and the relocation of the staffs to there. It would certainly give me a much expected and required exposure to do well again.
Thursday, January 20, 2011
Smart Finances
Nowadays I am spending wisely and prudently. I am no longer spending whenever I feel like it. I now buy more things which are cheap and have a longer shelf life. I stock these items so I do not feel the pinch whenever there is a price hike for these items.
I am also prudent in buying things that I need versus things which are not needed. I tell myself that there are some times I need to invest in something nice but not all the time. Instead I should be intelligent enough to know that I have money whenever I need it.
Smart Finances that I have invested so far includes Guardian, shopping for everyday items such as groceries and other essentials. The only thing left right now is that I need to be more prudent with my lunchtime spending. That and somehow I need to work out my travel cost.
O universe give me so good options to grow more money at every opportunity every day so that I may be rich in both heart, soul and wallet.
I am also prudent in buying things that I need versus things which are not needed. I tell myself that there are some times I need to invest in something nice but not all the time. Instead I should be intelligent enough to know that I have money whenever I need it.
Smart Finances that I have invested so far includes Guardian, shopping for everyday items such as groceries and other essentials. The only thing left right now is that I need to be more prudent with my lunchtime spending. That and somehow I need to work out my travel cost.
O universe give me so good options to grow more money at every opportunity every day so that I may be rich in both heart, soul and wallet.
Power of God
I believe in God. I have always believed in Him. I can feel he is near and he is listening to everything. Although sometimes my mind tells me that he may not grant my wishes... but my heart knows he is there. All my prayers to God is heard as what have happenned today - why this very night, it was proven.
I believe that He walks with me by my side and holds me when I cry or am unhappy. He watches over me with kind and gentle eyes. Always patient with me just like a parent to a child.
I believe in Him!
I believe that He walks with me by my side and holds me when I cry or am unhappy. He watches over me with kind and gentle eyes. Always patient with me just like a parent to a child.
I believe in Him!
Tuesday, January 18, 2011
Happiness :-)
Yesterday, two wonderful things happened. One was that everyone including yours truly is obtaining a salary raise. Two I am released from babysitting or administrative work. Instead, I believe my work is going to be much easier than before with lesser involvement in planning and more of execution. I am not sure whether I can leave planning out of everything so I will leave this free.
Three, I can't wait for the salary hike and bigger increments and promotions. This 2011 - I am looking to score it big with a much higher pay of RM7200 and then by March/April 2011 to get RM8000 per month. The sheer thrill of waiting for the salary raise is so delirious. I am expecting at least RM2000 pay hike. In fact, I am dreaming of this each day of obtaining that much money, of what to do when I get that money and of course... how to build my life.
I also am now inspired to do me over i.e. get myself a makeover starting with losing weight, getting fitter and start running. I just want to blog how many miles I managed to cover.
I also discovered after talking to my former boss, that I want to build my life like a Lego set --- you know acquire wealth, buy properties, have a career that skyrockets, have a family of my own and live happily ever after without ever worrying about anything again. When I spoke to my boss... I realised how much I wanted to have my own department unit and exercising the ability to lead and manage my team.
Three, I can't wait for the salary hike and bigger increments and promotions. This 2011 - I am looking to score it big with a much higher pay of RM7200 and then by March/April 2011 to get RM8000 per month. The sheer thrill of waiting for the salary raise is so delirious. I am expecting at least RM2000 pay hike. In fact, I am dreaming of this each day of obtaining that much money, of what to do when I get that money and of course... how to build my life.
I also am now inspired to do me over i.e. get myself a makeover starting with losing weight, getting fitter and start running. I just want to blog how many miles I managed to cover.
I also discovered after talking to my former boss, that I want to build my life like a Lego set --- you know acquire wealth, buy properties, have a career that skyrockets, have a family of my own and live happily ever after without ever worrying about anything again. When I spoke to my boss... I realised how much I wanted to have my own department unit and exercising the ability to lead and manage my team.
Sunday, January 16, 2011
Getting What I want: More Money
I am getting more money. Woo hoo! I am so happy I can't tell you how much. I have been praying and wanting this for some time. I just want a RM7200 salary this year. I am edging this on.
Then suddenly I remembered that I do not mind if I have gotten RM8000. It would be so sweet. I am now asking for my career to take off. I want to be headhunted for my managing skills in project management, my determination and perseverance to make things become true and for my ambition to become just filthy rich earning RM10000 per day!
I am so happy I could jump. Money is coming to me from known and unknown sources. Money is coming in abundance to me everyday and every time. Every time, I open my eyes, there is an money coming to be an every opportunity. I want to be a money magnet.
Then suddenly I remembered that I do not mind if I have gotten RM8000. It would be so sweet. I am now asking for my career to take off. I want to be headhunted for my managing skills in project management, my determination and perseverance to make things become true and for my ambition to become just filthy rich earning RM10000 per day!
I am so happy I could jump. Money is coming to me from known and unknown sources. Money is coming in abundance to me everyday and every time. Every time, I open my eyes, there is an money coming to be an every opportunity. I want to be a money magnet.
Time Traveller's Wife Movie
I got a hold of the Time Traveller's wife movie and a whole bunch of 2010 collection of Essentials and Marie Claire magazine. I am so happy. I just can't wait to watch the movie. I am already down to 100 over pages of the book and have another 135 more pages to go. I just can't wait. Right now, the book is dragging me I feel it yet I want to know what happens and will happen. This reminds me of the Benjamin Button movie although I have not watched it at all.
My brain is screaming procrastinator. I must admit - I am taking 2011 for granted again or shall I say more correctly - I am taking myself for granted again. What did that movie say - you know the one - the Devil wears Prada. It is always treat yourself as good as you treat your boss. I would like to add that when we treat ourselves better, we do better.
My brain is screaming procrastinator. I must admit - I am taking 2011 for granted again or shall I say more correctly - I am taking myself for granted again. What did that movie say - you know the one - the Devil wears Prada. It is always treat yourself as good as you treat your boss. I would like to add that when we treat ourselves better, we do better.
Saturday, January 15, 2011
Jackets and Cardigans
I am so crazy for the short stylish jackets which are not much of a bolero but those with large collars or with funky cuts.
I so want to get simple and trendy cardigans in bright colours like yellow, green and white. I want those short jackets that I see models and girls wearing from magazines, TV and on the street.
I want for a long time in my life to wear short blouses and not be afraid of how big my thighs are and how does my bum look.
I am trying to look for nice short jackets and keep the weight down. I want to shed enough weight on my lower body and arms and look fit and trim. I just cannot wait to wear all those beautiful clothes I have been wearing.
I so want to get simple and trendy cardigans in bright colours like yellow, green and white. I want those short jackets that I see models and girls wearing from magazines, TV and on the street.
I want for a long time in my life to wear short blouses and not be afraid of how big my thighs are and how does my bum look.
I am trying to look for nice short jackets and keep the weight down. I want to shed enough weight on my lower body and arms and look fit and trim. I just cannot wait to wear all those beautiful clothes I have been wearing.
Books vs Pages
It has just been days ago when I told my friend that quantity is not quality. Of course, I was referring to the number of projects that a Project Manager holds.
In this retrospect, quantity comes in the number of pages in a book that I am currently reading or wanting to read. Sometimes, I noticed that I tend to count more than to just sit back and enjoy the book. On why quantity of pages in a book matters to me - it lets me know whether I have the time to finish it or more appropriately the patience to complete reading the book.
To me, the trauma is always the reading. I seem to be more of a quick and dirty sort - you know the kind who likes to read magazines which in actual reality the kind who loves to flip the pages of the magazine. I rather watch a movie than read the book simply because it is faster. Although book fanatics - can I even call them that admonishes that watching the movie and reading the book is not the same thing. This is something that I can relate because I have always been fascinated with words. To me words means everything and so does action.
So what can a girl do? I read the book - because there are more details that I need to know and then watch the movie or vice versa. What this says about me? I need to stop being too analytical.
Lord, help me to be more patient in life and not try to do everything at once.
In this retrospect, quantity comes in the number of pages in a book that I am currently reading or wanting to read. Sometimes, I noticed that I tend to count more than to just sit back and enjoy the book. On why quantity of pages in a book matters to me - it lets me know whether I have the time to finish it or more appropriately the patience to complete reading the book.
To me, the trauma is always the reading. I seem to be more of a quick and dirty sort - you know the kind who likes to read magazines which in actual reality the kind who loves to flip the pages of the magazine. I rather watch a movie than read the book simply because it is faster. Although book fanatics - can I even call them that admonishes that watching the movie and reading the book is not the same thing. This is something that I can relate because I have always been fascinated with words. To me words means everything and so does action.
So what can a girl do? I read the book - because there are more details that I need to know and then watch the movie or vice versa. What this says about me? I need to stop being too analytical.
Lord, help me to be more patient in life and not try to do everything at once.
Books I Read in January 2011
I am aiming to read at least 2 books per month. I am actually trying to read 3 books but let's see how interesting these books are and how fast I can turn the pages.
Books I Completed Reading
Books I am Currently Devouring
Books I Completed Reading
- The science of getting rich by Wallace Wattles [completed on 8 Jan 2011]
- Of Mice And Men by John Steinbeck [completed on 15 Jan 2011]
- The Prophet by Khalil Gibran [completed on 31 Jan 2011]
Books I am Currently Devouring
- The Time Traveler's Wife by Audrey Niffenegger
NEVERENDING LOVE
I am currently reading the book entitled 'The Time Traveler's Wife' by Audrey Niffenegger. So far I am unable to put this book down. It speaks of neverending love - a love so profund it transcends time. I have always wanted to find love like this. To come home to a loving husband, to feel his arms around me, to have him by my side, to smell his hair and his breath and to bask in knowing that he has eyes only for me and loves me openly and unashamely.
Everybody deserves somebody. This I know is true. There is a somebody for everybody out there. I am going to visualize this.
I just found out that there was a movie on this book. I remember reading it somewhere that there was a movie about this book but neglected to listen to my own intuition. Prejudice is not good for me. I need to awaken my subconsious mind again. I need to have this back in my life again and not doubt my intuition, my feelings and sixth sense.
Everybody deserves somebody. This I know is true. There is a somebody for everybody out there. I am going to visualize this.
I just found out that there was a movie on this book. I remember reading it somewhere that there was a movie about this book but neglected to listen to my own intuition. Prejudice is not good for me. I need to awaken my subconsious mind again. I need to have this back in my life again and not doubt my intuition, my feelings and sixth sense.
Things that I AM Grateful for
Last night I was too beat to blog my grateful log. Today I feel much better and is in a better mood.
- I am grateful for the food that we ate last night.
- I am grateful for just being alive and well.
- I am decidingly happy now that I have a dog, I can make an excuse to walk in the day and night. However I am finding myself terribly lazy to walk more than a short distance. Maybe the dog is too pint size for me to feel that I should run and skip along whilst walking the dog. However I am grateful that I have at last own a dog. Now I need to teach the dog some new tricks and to not bark so much.
- I am happy that I had a tasty sandwich today and ate my share of vegetables and tomatoes. Later for dinner I am going to eat some more of the raw vegetables.
- I am grateful that I am more prudent now and not simply buying things that I think is cheap.
- I am exceedingly happy that I did not lose my temper yesterday.
Thursday, January 13, 2011
Things That I AM Grateful Today
Today has been a promising day. I am extremely grateful for the following things.
- I got a place to sit. I even managed to sleep and dream a bit. I also did some visualization and focused on love, money and success. Thank the Lord. I am grateful for this.
- I received an email from my boss letting me know that I am to be promoted soon.
- I had a lovely lunch today and drank a healthy drink twice. Also someone paid for my lunch which makes me even more happier.
- I am happy and grateful that I am eating healthier food each day for the whole week and more.
- I am grateful that I remember to drink green tea each day. I now need to focus to drink 2 flask of tea instead of one.
- I am grateful for the food/tidbits/presents/movies that my friends shared with me.
- I am even more grateful for my perseverance in not overeating and keep food for the time I am really hungry.
- My willpower of not eating blindly and simply is getting stronger and stronger each day. I am grateful and happy about this.
- I am grateful that I am alive and good in health and mind.
- I am grateful that both of my parents are healthy and have keen and sharp thinking.
- I am grateful that I am being recognise for my skills and strengths and leadership.
- I am grateful and exceedingly please with my boss's praise of me and also my peers. I even printed out the copy of the appraisal and promotion slip as a means to motivate me further and also to harp on more success and benefits in my career.
Performance Appraisal & the smell of sweet success
Today I read my mail with interest and glee. It looks like I am getting my wish which is to be promoted. I can't help to think that I should be promoted to 2 ranks higher instead of one. However, I will settle for more money and a bigger bonus.
I am still dreaming of earning RM7200 per month at my work place and in a short time I am looking forward in earning RM10,000 per month. It is such a good feeling reading my performance appraisal. I am happy that my boss have a good writing skills and he shows this in his appraisal of me. I am also happy that I am praised and favoured greatly and that my skills are well known.
I am happy that I have something to look forward this year and that all my dreams are coming true one by one. I thank thee our Lord, Our God. I thank the Universe for being all knowing and abundant in their mercies and rewards.
I am still dreaming of earning RM7200 per month at my work place and in a short time I am looking forward in earning RM10,000 per month. It is such a good feeling reading my performance appraisal. I am happy that my boss have a good writing skills and he shows this in his appraisal of me. I am also happy that I am praised and favoured greatly and that my skills are well known.
I am happy that I have something to look forward this year and that all my dreams are coming true one by one. I thank thee our Lord, Our God. I thank the Universe for being all knowing and abundant in their mercies and rewards.
Wednesday, January 12, 2011
Chronology of Gratefulness and the Road to Happiness
Didn't I tell you that I like it very much when I get exactly what I wanted.
Today the following happened:
1. I managed to get a place to sit on the train although it was packed. I silently sent out a plea to God. How is that for a chance?
2. I was approached by someone to come and manage a project in which new enhancements are abound. I have been thinking of this and it worked.
3. I was invited by a friend to watch a movie together. I have been thinking of watching the Tourist and I am very happy to report that today I actually did watch it :-) I did think that the movie was cleverly sneaky despite what the critics say.
4. I had an opportunity to have a lovely lunch today.
5. I am grateful that people remember my key strengths and that I am a favourite to help them manage projects.
6. I bought the wonderful salads as I thought I would do today. In short, things are happening to me as I want to me.
7. I keep thinking that I am blessed and only good things happen to me. I am happy and grateful that these words are on my uppermost of my thoughts.
8. I also keep thinking and visualizing money is coming abundantly to me from known and unknown sources. Today my bank account increased my RM500. Wow! I am happy although I do suspect that it is due to my claims I made in December - however it is good that money is being pumped into my account. The surprise and thrill I get from this - is so enriching. I can't forget the feeling.
9. I almost completed my budget costing today and this is a good feat.
Today the following happened:
1. I managed to get a place to sit on the train although it was packed. I silently sent out a plea to God. How is that for a chance?
2. I was approached by someone to come and manage a project in which new enhancements are abound. I have been thinking of this and it worked.
3. I was invited by a friend to watch a movie together. I have been thinking of watching the Tourist and I am very happy to report that today I actually did watch it :-) I did think that the movie was cleverly sneaky despite what the critics say.
4. I had an opportunity to have a lovely lunch today.
5. I am grateful that people remember my key strengths and that I am a favourite to help them manage projects.
6. I bought the wonderful salads as I thought I would do today. In short, things are happening to me as I want to me.
7. I keep thinking that I am blessed and only good things happen to me. I am happy and grateful that these words are on my uppermost of my thoughts.
8. I also keep thinking and visualizing money is coming abundantly to me from known and unknown sources. Today my bank account increased my RM500. Wow! I am happy although I do suspect that it is due to my claims I made in December - however it is good that money is being pumped into my account. The surprise and thrill I get from this - is so enriching. I can't forget the feeling.
9. I almost completed my budget costing today and this is a good feat.
Things that I AM Grateful for today
Today has been one of those days where time just flew by. I am happy when this happens at work because it means that I am not bored.
I am also happy and glad for the following:
I am also happy and glad for the following:
- I had a place to sit in the train today and oh how glorious it was to not rush for seats and to be seated comfortably.
- I even managed to sleep and dream a bit in the train today.
- I managed to get the MacDonald van just in time but need to work on the timing so I would not be late for work.
- I am grateful that my brother dropped me at the train station today.
- I am grateful for the lovely dinner that I ate and the lunch that was not fattening.
- I am happy for having people who understands me.
- I am happy that I managed to buy all that was needed at an affordable price. Grocery shopping is good especially when I get good deals.
- I remembered to bring along the Christmas present as what I prepared to do. I am very proud that I remembered to do something that I wanted to do.
- I have begun experimenting with my clothes and is taking a different approach on dressing unlike my usual style.
- I am grateful for the food that I ate and for being alive today.
- I am grateful that I am learning and earning good things each and every day. I feel that I am blessed and I am adored and for this I am very grateful. Praise be the Lord for He is so Merciful and So Good to us.
- I am grateful that I had a ride back home with my brother and sis-in-law. The fact that they remembered about me and also for me to no risk walking back home in the dark is heaven sent blessings. I am very grateful for their gesture and the fact LOA is working for me continuously :-)
Tuesday, January 11, 2011
Shopping Cart
I plan to eat more healthily this year. I also plan to skip dinner. So far I am taking gradual steps to ease me up of thinking that I need to eat despite not being hungry. At work, I have not been screaming for biscuits before lunch. I tell myself that 12pm is around the corner and then I busy myself to not think of food.
I plan to fill up my shopping cart with the following:
I plan to fill up my shopping cart with the following:
- Greens. Salads especially the oak leaves and baby romaines and wonderful tummy soothing basil leaves.
- Cherry tomatoes. I so adore them as I do with Roma tomatoes.
- I need to stop thinking of the potato wedges and think of making my own with russet potatoes.
- Buy different types of nuts.
- Source that dried tomatoes. Someone must be selling this - also at an affordable price!
- I need to think crunchy such as crunchy carrots, celery, turnips etc
- Cornflakes - where are thou. I need to start choping on this again - hmm... maybe I could substitute this in the night during dinnertime.
Things That I AM Thankful For Today
I decided since Dec 2010 that I am going to make my life worthwhile without all the worries and humbug feelings. I would take the time to smell the roses so to speak. As a plot to make myself happy, I would watch comedies and cartoons, take time to laugh and just be merry in any way possible.
So to move one step above all the above mentioned plan, I decided that I would also blog the things that has made me happy each day and those wonderful things that I am grateful for - whatever that springs into my mind every now and then.
Things that I am grateful for:
So to move one step above all the above mentioned plan, I decided that I would also blog the things that has made me happy each day and those wonderful things that I am grateful for - whatever that springs into my mind every now and then.
Things that I am grateful for:
- I am grateful to get a ride to the train each morning. It is so cold in the morning these days and I do not think I would have relish walking out in the cold. I am thankful for my brother for supporting me all this while and be mindful of taking care of me.
- I am grateful and thankful that I managed to get a sit in the train today despite standing for so long.
- I found 2 lovely cardigans - just as what I seen on the Internet and online magazines. I have been meaning to find a lovely black cardigan and I just did this.
- I purchased 5 lovely earrings - to add to my collection. Just last week I bought 5 more beautiful earrings that would go very well with my existing wardrobe. I have already wore 2 of them this and last week and I cannot ear to try out the others.
- I very smartly remembered to reload my phone - thus enjoying a whopping 150 free from the telco.
- I also remembered to reload my LRT card so I do not need to fish for that one dollar or stand in the queue especially on those Fridays when all ticketing system suddenly self sabotage and goes down.
- I am thankful for the friends that I have at work and the colleagues that supports me.
- I am thankful and grateful for the small mercies that God bestows upon me be it those that are known to me and those that are unknown.
- I am thankful that I can still slip into that lovely green blouse that bought last year.
- I am grateful for making good choices in clothes and not jump into buying anything that just fits me.
- I am thankful for the lovely day today and I am most thankful for being alive.
- I am so happy and grateful that my appraisal was so so good - nicely written in fact. It has been so long that someone has praised me like that. To mention that I am an asset to the company is like music to my ears. I am/was so very happy that I printed out the review. I am going to keep this for some time to remind me to reap further benefits of the effort that I have poured into my work and to be my inspiration and motivation to be better. Iam honoured that my superiors know that I have far exceeded their expectations.
- I can't wait for my bonus day - I am hoping for a 9 months pay. I am not going to be a humbug to dismiss this. Instead, I am going to harp and harbour this thought.
Sunday, January 9, 2011
5 Mini - Things That I Can Do Now
Every new year I make new resolutions and then just do not bother to achieve this.
This 2011, I am reminding myself that I am no longer the little girl that I keep thinking myself to be. Thus I cannot live in the shadows anymore. Instead, I need to heal myself and heed my life calling.
So just what can I do? I will take the sagely advice of all those people who did it.
I will start small - some mini tweaks if you like it. No more wishful thinking.
Mini Tweaks
1. Get up early at 5.30am.
I have been trying to do this for most of last year but have not been attempting this. Most of this is due to me being very lazy and refusing to adhere to what I have told myself. In short, I am a rebel to my own rules. Sheesh! How can expect people to listen to me when I do not do this to myself. This 2011, I am going to put few alarms to remind me to wake up and to also irritate me to wake up from the damn bed.
2. Mind my temper
I used to have a grip on my anger back in my pre-teen and yuppie days. Now I am a dragon at heart! Gosh, I lose temper like the thunder.
In 2011, I resolve to count to 5 and then leave the place before I blow up.
3. Attend Church every First Friday of the Month
In 2011, I am going to mark my calendar so I can track this. I have track so many projects to kingdom come and now I need to watch and track what the hell I do to my life. This is the only way to make me listen to myself in doing something better for me.
4. Do my share of the household cleaning
In 2011, I resolve to do my share of the housework and not let mum just do it by herself. I will achieve this my remembering to clean my room and the rooms downstairs plus the bathrooms. When I have made this to a good habit, I will graduate to doing some other things.
5. Prepare my clothes for 1 week
In 2011, no more will I run around frantically thinking of what to wear and looking disheveled. I am going to take more time to prepare myself every Sundays so I can look good the whole week rather than adopting a rush up look. If plus size girls can take care to look good I can do too. In short, I can do anything what anyone can do.
So there... wish me luck on my mini-tweaks. Maybe I could do 3 mini tweaks per month or even start at 1 tweak. Hmm.. let's see how I progress from here.
This 2011, I am reminding myself that I am no longer the little girl that I keep thinking myself to be. Thus I cannot live in the shadows anymore. Instead, I need to heal myself and heed my life calling.
So just what can I do? I will take the sagely advice of all those people who did it.
I will start small - some mini tweaks if you like it. No more wishful thinking.
Mini Tweaks
1. Get up early at 5.30am.
I have been trying to do this for most of last year but have not been attempting this. Most of this is due to me being very lazy and refusing to adhere to what I have told myself. In short, I am a rebel to my own rules. Sheesh! How can expect people to listen to me when I do not do this to myself. This 2011, I am going to put few alarms to remind me to wake up and to also irritate me to wake up from the damn bed.
2. Mind my temper
I used to have a grip on my anger back in my pre-teen and yuppie days. Now I am a dragon at heart! Gosh, I lose temper like the thunder.
In 2011, I resolve to count to 5 and then leave the place before I blow up.
3. Attend Church every First Friday of the Month
In 2011, I am going to mark my calendar so I can track this. I have track so many projects to kingdom come and now I need to watch and track what the hell I do to my life. This is the only way to make me listen to myself in doing something better for me.
4. Do my share of the household cleaning
In 2011, I resolve to do my share of the housework and not let mum just do it by herself. I will achieve this my remembering to clean my room and the rooms downstairs plus the bathrooms. When I have made this to a good habit, I will graduate to doing some other things.
5. Prepare my clothes for 1 week
In 2011, no more will I run around frantically thinking of what to wear and looking disheveled. I am going to take more time to prepare myself every Sundays so I can look good the whole week rather than adopting a rush up look. If plus size girls can take care to look good I can do too. In short, I can do anything what anyone can do.
So there... wish me luck on my mini-tweaks. Maybe I could do 3 mini tweaks per month or even start at 1 tweak. Hmm.. let's see how I progress from here.
Desire
After reading Wallace Wattles book, I am relieved. I know now that there are an abundant fishes in the sea and not all are depleted and there are good fishes in the sea to pass and share around. In short, there is everyone for everyone.
This means that do not need to bemoan of the lack of interesting guys out there because all of them have been taken up. I am also glad that I have read the book to tell me that I do not need to be indebted to anyone or sacrifice my life in order for me to obtain the greater richness but to seemingly think that I can and is rich. It is much of a different way of thinking. Wattles is promoting abundance in that everyone has their right to obtain something from the universe with the right action. So you see he is very specific - he is telling us that without action i.e working hard for something we won't get it. In short there is no wishful thinking in the law of the universe.
All I need to have is the DESIRE. Funny thing is that I have eradicated all traces of desire in my life. I do not know why but it seems that it has gone. Now I need to learn i.e. start learning to channel my desires to become something that is created from the formless substance and becomes a reality.
This book is not something that one reads off hand for I openly admit that there are so parts that I found boring as it would seem that the lessons never ends but know I know better. I know that the author was passionate in sharing his story and it is no longer a secret and that he is wanting us to know that we can expect to be better in life.
Thus what should a girl do? Embed, seep and harbour desire. Desire to have more money and to know that this is happening to me. Money is coming abundantly to me from known and unknown sources - this shall be my mantra - no Wattles said that we do not need to keep repeating it as the universe knows what we want so I need to have assurance that money is coming to me in so many ways all the time.
Desire is to also work for it so I need to square off my shoulders and look good at work. I want to be working smart and diligently. I want to better that what I did last year in 2010. I want to out beat my personal best and I want to look damn good in my business suit. Just like the muscleman said yesterday - he workouts each day to look good naked. Hmm... this will be my inspiration to look and feel good. Till then... I shall fidget and move more. I shall wake up earlier in the morning to brush teeth and do some stretching and practice yoga postures. Somewhere in February when I get all my timing right, I shall start jogging and running. Later on , I want to progress to running a marathon.
This year is fit year and looking good naked. As this is something that I can do immediately for myself, I shall start on this. As for money, yes I will work hard but this is not going off to say that I am not expecting money to just fall down from heaven for this I am expecting. I am expecting money to just come to me in many ways unknown or unimaginable to me.
This means that do not need to bemoan of the lack of interesting guys out there because all of them have been taken up. I am also glad that I have read the book to tell me that I do not need to be indebted to anyone or sacrifice my life in order for me to obtain the greater richness but to seemingly think that I can and is rich. It is much of a different way of thinking. Wattles is promoting abundance in that everyone has their right to obtain something from the universe with the right action. So you see he is very specific - he is telling us that without action i.e working hard for something we won't get it. In short there is no wishful thinking in the law of the universe.
All I need to have is the DESIRE. Funny thing is that I have eradicated all traces of desire in my life. I do not know why but it seems that it has gone. Now I need to learn i.e. start learning to channel my desires to become something that is created from the formless substance and becomes a reality.
This book is not something that one reads off hand for I openly admit that there are so parts that I found boring as it would seem that the lessons never ends but know I know better. I know that the author was passionate in sharing his story and it is no longer a secret and that he is wanting us to know that we can expect to be better in life.
Thus what should a girl do? Embed, seep and harbour desire. Desire to have more money and to know that this is happening to me. Money is coming abundantly to me from known and unknown sources - this shall be my mantra - no Wattles said that we do not need to keep repeating it as the universe knows what we want so I need to have assurance that money is coming to me in so many ways all the time.
Desire is to also work for it so I need to square off my shoulders and look good at work. I want to be working smart and diligently. I want to better that what I did last year in 2010. I want to out beat my personal best and I want to look damn good in my business suit. Just like the muscleman said yesterday - he workouts each day to look good naked. Hmm... this will be my inspiration to look and feel good. Till then... I shall fidget and move more. I shall wake up earlier in the morning to brush teeth and do some stretching and practice yoga postures. Somewhere in February when I get all my timing right, I shall start jogging and running. Later on , I want to progress to running a marathon.
This year is fit year and looking good naked. As this is something that I can do immediately for myself, I shall start on this. As for money, yes I will work hard but this is not going off to say that I am not expecting money to just fall down from heaven for this I am expecting. I am expecting money to just come to me in many ways unknown or unimaginable to me.
Saturday, January 8, 2011
Law of Attraction Books
This 2011, I am inspired to do new things. I want to come out of my shell and have new experiences.
I decided also that I would read more of the financial and law of attraction books as I am gearing towards this. I intend to grow my wealth and become rich. I just want to become so filthy rich that I never have to think three times to purchase anything ever again. I also intend to keep my promise to myself last year in reading in what BBC terms the 100 best books to read. As most of these books are classic, I am taking the challenge to read all of them - once I have covered those books that I have yet to read, I will cover those books that were translated into movies.
Books that I am meaning to complete reading this year:
I decided also that I would read more of the financial and law of attraction books as I am gearing towards this. I intend to grow my wealth and become rich. I just want to become so filthy rich that I never have to think three times to purchase anything ever again. I also intend to keep my promise to myself last year in reading in what BBC terms the 100 best books to read. As most of these books are classic, I am taking the challenge to read all of them - once I have covered those books that I have yet to read, I will cover those books that were translated into movies.
Books that I am meaning to complete reading this year:
- The science of getting rich by Wallace Wattles [completed on 8 Jan 2011]
- Think and Grow Rich by Napoleon Hill
- The Richest Man in Babylon by George Samuel Clason
- Rich Dad, Poor Dad by Robert Kiyosaki
- Wuthering Heights by Emily Bronte
- Of Mice and Men by John Steinback [completed on 15 Jan 2011]
- Captain Corelli's Mandolin by Louis de Berniers
The Science In Getting Rich
I have just completed reading Wallace Wattles book "The Science In Getting Rich". His book contains some pretty hard stuff like that goes in this way - 'when a man thought from the formless substances, his thoughts creates the image that it thinks and this becomes reality'. Impressive words and his words are true. Your thoughts becomes reality. This is something I have always suspected that I have and I was ignorant to think that only I knew the secret to this.
Apparently people from the 18th century also discovered and knew about the secret - the secret in getting what one wants is to mentally psyche themselves up to think that whatever they want, will happen i.e. come true.
Wallace is right in saying that one must believe in what they have thought about for it to become true. Else cast that thought as a sin. In my heart I know whatever words that he has used to describe how one can change their life for the better by thinking better - is true.
I myself have seen this happen for so long - all my life even when I did not know of the secret and what it can create but only in the believe that the Divine Mercy out there is the universe loves me and grants me everything that I have asked for. These grants may not always come immediately but they do come.
These words hold true to me also:
"When you have made failure, it is because you have not asked for enough; keep on, and a larger thing than you were seeking will come to you".
The above words simply goes to say - as I have been discovering in 2010 that to never despair when something out of the ordinary happens or spoils you plan, always think that you are lucky and something of the greater good is about to happen to you which is bigger than what you were wishing for in the first place.
Apparently people from the 18th century also discovered and knew about the secret - the secret in getting what one wants is to mentally psyche themselves up to think that whatever they want, will happen i.e. come true.
Wallace is right in saying that one must believe in what they have thought about for it to become true. Else cast that thought as a sin. In my heart I know whatever words that he has used to describe how one can change their life for the better by thinking better - is true.
I myself have seen this happen for so long - all my life even when I did not know of the secret and what it can create but only in the believe that the Divine Mercy out there is the universe loves me and grants me everything that I have asked for. These grants may not always come immediately but they do come.
These words hold true to me also:
"When you have made failure, it is because you have not asked for enough; keep on, and a larger thing than you were seeking will come to you".
The above words simply goes to say - as I have been discovering in 2010 that to never despair when something out of the ordinary happens or spoils you plan, always think that you are lucky and something of the greater good is about to happen to you which is bigger than what you were wishing for in the first place.
Tuesday, January 4, 2011
I dig Alex O'Loughlin
I so dig Alex O'Loughlin a.k.a Arod. Turns out that he is a mix like me except that he is half Scottish and half Irish. Isn't he so cute. I like his character in Hawai Five O. I like his height and his looks and wish I could find someone who is as cute and lovely as him in real life... as if in a boyfriend/husband.
I so like him with his unshaven look. I usually like guys shaven but he is so so so cute. I think he is so adorable looking and frankly speaking it has been a long time I have gushed over someone as much as I am gushing right now.
He is so gobsmacking hot. O' universe, yoo hoo ... you get my drift.... I want someone as cute as Alex darling here. Come on do something... oh yes... make sure that my Alex falls deeply in love with me (sigh!).
I so like him with his unshaven look. I usually like guys shaven but he is so so so cute. I think he is so adorable looking and frankly speaking it has been a long time I have gushed over someone as much as I am gushing right now.
He is so gobsmacking hot. O' universe, yoo hoo ... you get my drift.... I want someone as cute as Alex darling here. Come on do something... oh yes... make sure that my Alex falls deeply in love with me (sigh!).
Monday, January 3, 2011
Law of Attraction
Like attracts like. I should hope so for 2011 I want to attract someone who is humble, caring and a professional like myself. I have always like someone who is able to make me laugh, someone to calm my fears and someone who understands me for what I am. Looks are second nature but his face must be something that I would love to see each day and is still not bored.
This someone should be the someone who will make me a nice cup of coffee in the morning, hugs and holds my hand, someone who wipes away my tears and fears and someone who is madly in love with me. His soft brown eyes would only see me with full of love and care. It would be good that he is good with his hands, a DIY enthusiast, an engineer or a doctor maybe but someone most importantly is down to earth and loves me.
This 2011 - I am asking the universe to please help me to find my other half who will become my spouse and live happily married to me. O universe, I have waited for a long time for the right person. An athletic, 6 footer single guy who is able to warm me up right up to my toes.
Please dear universe... help my intended to find me whereever I am and wherever I will be.
This someone should be the someone who will make me a nice cup of coffee in the morning, hugs and holds my hand, someone who wipes away my tears and fears and someone who is madly in love with me. His soft brown eyes would only see me with full of love and care. It would be good that he is good with his hands, a DIY enthusiast, an engineer or a doctor maybe but someone most importantly is down to earth and loves me.
This 2011 - I am asking the universe to please help me to find my other half who will become my spouse and live happily married to me. O universe, I have waited for a long time for the right person. An athletic, 6 footer single guy who is able to warm me up right up to my toes.
Please dear universe... help my intended to find me whereever I am and wherever I will be.
Saturday, January 1, 2011
NY 2011 - Lunch and Dinner with my Family
I am an advocate of fostering close relationship within the family. However it may seem that this does not happen in my family. It is a pity.
The good thing that has happened this year despite someone trying so hard to make things difficult for us - we had a family outing together. We had lunch and then dinner together - well for dinner not everyone was present but we did have some time together.
I guess the challenge in life is whether people can get together without trying to outwit, outdo or even out kill each other. The challenge in life is not to rise to anger when someone tries to provoke you. This itself is very difficult. I believe God is a nice person. He will not see to the condemnation of a person. Instead God is merciful. He seeks the good in people and He is someone that I can trust.
This 2011, I put my trust in God to bring my family together - both my brothers who are married and have a family on their own and also with my family - mum and dad. This year, I want peace and harmony in my house. This is what I wish to have. This is something that I will do.
The good thing that has happened this year despite someone trying so hard to make things difficult for us - we had a family outing together. We had lunch and then dinner together - well for dinner not everyone was present but we did have some time together.
I guess the challenge in life is whether people can get together without trying to outwit, outdo or even out kill each other. The challenge in life is not to rise to anger when someone tries to provoke you. This itself is very difficult. I believe God is a nice person. He will not see to the condemnation of a person. Instead God is merciful. He seeks the good in people and He is someone that I can trust.
This 2011, I put my trust in God to bring my family together - both my brothers who are married and have a family on their own and also with my family - mum and dad. This year, I want peace and harmony in my house. This is what I wish to have. This is something that I will do.
Happy New Year
Dear Blogger, a very happy new year 2011 to you, to everyone and to myself. Am not sure whether everything will turn out for the best but am expecting that everything will be just as great and greater than ever.
This year I accidentally burned my blouse - my very pretty blouse but managed to cover this up very quickly by sewing something on it. Feel head-achy but this is something that happens on and off so I am not so disturbed about it. The good thing about this is that I am now inspired to decorate my pretty blouse with some lace ribbons as a way to hide the hole that the iron made. I am happy that I am inspired to do something with my clothes.
Oh.. that reminds me... I need to also dress trendily and not forget my ultimate goal this year which is to lose weight. I already have a sneaky feeling that I have put up weight although all the mopping and cleaning my room this past 2 days have given me slimmer legs (a major plus). This now motivates me to daily mop my room with my feet - it gives my legs a good workout and it would give me greater results if I use rough cloths to mop the floor instead of the soft cloth.
Next up is my arms - this is the easiest to shape but have been lazy the whole year. This new year I am fessing up to forgo all my laziness and instead put an amp on achieving things.
So 2011... a very happy birthday to you. I look forward to a wonderful and joyous year through with closer family ties and greater rewards and romance for me :-)
This year I accidentally burned my blouse - my very pretty blouse but managed to cover this up very quickly by sewing something on it. Feel head-achy but this is something that happens on and off so I am not so disturbed about it. The good thing about this is that I am now inspired to decorate my pretty blouse with some lace ribbons as a way to hide the hole that the iron made. I am happy that I am inspired to do something with my clothes.
Oh.. that reminds me... I need to also dress trendily and not forget my ultimate goal this year which is to lose weight. I already have a sneaky feeling that I have put up weight although all the mopping and cleaning my room this past 2 days have given me slimmer legs (a major plus). This now motivates me to daily mop my room with my feet - it gives my legs a good workout and it would give me greater results if I use rough cloths to mop the floor instead of the soft cloth.
Next up is my arms - this is the easiest to shape but have been lazy the whole year. This new year I am fessing up to forgo all my laziness and instead put an amp on achieving things.
So 2011... a very happy birthday to you. I look forward to a wonderful and joyous year through with closer family ties and greater rewards and romance for me :-)
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