Bountiful, Beautiful and Affordable

Yesterday I went shopping with a friend of mine whom I did not think that I had much in common. However the best things about girls is that they always bond over lipsticks and the girly stuff.

Anyways... I am happy that I managed to get her dolled up and then see for herself how beautiful she looks when she makes up. She was very happy with the results. Well what else to expect when you bring someone to Bobby Brown. To me... bobby brown always transforms and creates magic. The same thing happenned to my friend - she looked so good albeit she was RM420 less richer. I got the Bobby Brown makeup artist to work her magic on my friend. The best thing was the smile on my friend's face and the fact that she looked good with the lipstick that I chose for her. To me... an expensive perfume always speaks for itself. What should a girl do.. cry over the money spent or be happy that you took care of yourself.

After my friend's transformation, it was my turn. I headed over to Estee Lauder and searched for something to spend money on. I so wanted their lipstick nevermind the big price hanging on the  lipstick. After much deliberation, I had the Estee makeup artist to work her magic on me. I initially wanted to choose the safest color that I knew looked good on me - pink lipstick. However after looking at her taste of lipstick for me... I decided to take my chance. I got her to try on red color lipstick on me... it looked so good. Then I got her to try on brown and we hit a winner. The Estee mocha lipstick was heaven sent - it made my lips look so natural and yet so tempting. I decided to also buy their beauty package on mother's day and was happy with the results.

The final result was a beaming friend and a very happy me! I believe all girls should take care of themselves and look their best. I have longed forgotten and abadoned my beauty regime. Now I want to be back in the game :-)

life sucks

I remember the time when being rebellious was the 'in' thing and that songs like 'Losing My Religion' from REM was super cool and super hot. Well.. I remember now that all these were a past time that I somehow missed out. I find that I am missing out so much in life and that I am missing all the fun time that is in.

There is no use of being serious and not having fun because I did not want to be potrayed as someone cheap and dumb. Right now.. I think I am losing out the fun and suddenly someone cut off the lights and I am leaving alone in the dark but not dancing as what Bruce Springsteen did.

How is it that I am losing out on my mojo and I am not becoming me. All those very things that I avoided is now something I am trying to claim. I want to live a normal life and yet I am not. It is as though I am living a lie. A life which is based on pretences and make believe that everything is ok as long as I do not cake in.

Maybe all the wishful thinking and the wanting is not bringing me somewhere but to a nowhere.

It has been a long time that I have written on my grateful log. I have erred from myself but I am getting back on my feet again.

Here are the things that I am grateful for:

1. I am grateful for having a new project as I wanted to have.
2. I am grateful to know that people trust me to assist them in their project.
3. I am grateful for having a job,
4. I am graetful for having good food to eat.
5. I am grateful that I am loved.
6. I am grateful for being alive
7. I am grateful for all the goof things that is happenning to me.

Failed

I am not happy today as I did not managed to get through the driving today. I was very upset. I am trying not to be disgruntled. I am not sure whether I want to try again. It is hard to not think of negative things. I keep telling myself I am no longer invicible anymore. That I should have tried harder.

However I am not going to beat myself up for anything. I am a survivor. I will get back on my feet.

Moving On

I always have loved this word - how can we move forward. Yes... this very word itself denotes that one is looking forward for the future and it that it will trangress into something better, bigger or something entirely exciting.

I also love this word : ALL is well - I learned this from Louise Hay and I have always adopted this especially whenever I start thinking negative thoughts.

I want to be strong and fit. I want to have achieved everything that I have always wanted in life. I want to assume and make all my dreams come through. No more dilly dallying anymore.

It is time to move and grow up.

compromising

compromising is at times seen as a weakness but in many cases - compromising with situations rather than getting angry and lose temper is a better option.

Patience in the outcome

I believe on and on again - there is this need for patience. I feel that every time I choose to be patience - the rewards earned are bountiful. Patience reap rewards. TRUST ALSO REAP REWARDS.

Also with the mindset that all is well will be well.
I thank God for the glory and patience that he has bestowed upon me. I thank for this day for being good and successful.

winner takes it all

Life is indeed amazing. Everytime I think that it could not get better and that I am becoming static - it is this everytime that it gets better than ever.

I am missing my mojo or rather I am without my amulet. I have stopped feeling like a winner and I am now much of a go getter only when the situation arises or calls for it. In short - I am not psyching myself. I am thrown in the wind and I am not even trying to cajole and psyche myself to be better.

To be a winner - I need to think and be a winner. In my mind's eye - I am a winner. Being is important to believe that I am a winner. I keep thinking that each day is good and all good things is happenning to me.