What I Want At Year 35

I have been reading so many books on law of attraction ... well only 3 books so far and I am not moving myself to get all that I want. What is reality is that everyone of the authors and the coaches in the book is right about - that I want so many things more. Yes.. it is so true and yet my heart is not synchronized with what my mind want and that I am lazy to do all this. However... isn't the law of attraction somethings so effortless? Isn't the law of attraction something that you set your mind on and then it keeps on flaming?

If yes.. and all this I know is true. Then this is what my heart and mind is asking for:

1. somebody to love and love me the same way as I do him. In short my soul mate, my best friend and partner in love and life.
2. a house, a car and a mansion to call my own.
3. my own kitchen complete with all lovely curtains the same one that Martha Stewart has in her website and rows of white painted cupboards, the two stainless steel sinks and the island table with inviting tall benches and with a basket full of fruits and a juicer perched on top the table. My kitchen smells of clean lemons, cakes and biscuits. In my Toshiba fridge that I bought.. the fridge is full of food and of healthy yogurt, butter, cheese, ice-cream and veges.
4. my in-built closet is stuffed with beautiful clothes for work, home, sightseeing, shopping and for sleeping.
5. my face is so lovely and soft and young looking and radiant all the time.
6. my career as a project manager is taking off.. I am known by so many vendors for all my abilities to manage and make every project successful. I am headhunted for my capabilities as a project manager and my there are endless.. requests for me to be their project manager with more money being offered.
7. my own car... i see myself driving to the supermarket, to the malls, to bangsar, to kl, to work and back so effortlessly..
8. I long to have a Honda car. Sleek black, spacious, beautiful and comfortable to drive and move and to sit in.
9. I want a big house in bukit tinggi complete with a garden.. a fish pond anda  serene scenery. I want the house to be in lush greenery nothing like a jungle but more of a natural setting with trim trees and a big wide porch and my Honda and Mercedes car parked safely in. I see my mother sitting in a comfortable OSIM chair.. full of peace of mind and my father sitting in the OSIM massage chair oblivious to the world and happily reading the newspaper. So contented are my parents. Out in the porch, there is where I sit with my husband so in love and thankful for all the good things that have been coming our way continuously and consistently.
10. Then I see the one i love... and life is full of bliss. I see all these with my heart and my mind knowing that I yearn to have all this in my hands.. and in my life.
11. Most importantly... my bank account is growing with more money and we are at peace at last... a beautiful family complete with everyone married and with children. Oh yes... I wish to have children of my own - two of them:1 boy and 1 girl. I want to see my healthy children running and playing and my husband watching them with love of a parent in his eyes and with contentment.
12. I wish all these with my heart and mind. I want all this.