Love

It has been so long that I have loved. I believe it is time for me to start again. I cannot bear to love alone. It has been so long that I stopped myself from loving and caring. I made my heart to harden like stone. I have been trying to get myself a dog but have been refraining from doing this for so long. I know myself. have been making some many excuses. Let alone a man.

Yesterday I prayed to the Virgin Mary at the grotto of the church where I used to play when I was a small kid. I asked her to help me to find my life partner and that I have lived alone for so long. I asked her to help me to find someone who would love me as much as God and she loved me. I prayed for a successful and loving marriage. In my heart, I want someone to make me laugh and be happy all the time. I want someone's shoulder to cry on, someone whose chest I can rest my weary head and leave all my problems and worries behind.

I pray that the Good Mother Mary will bring my prayer to God. I have also asked St.Anthony to intercede for me. I posted an online prayer on Friday.