Little did I know that I have so much of courage to go on. The things that have been pulling me down has not stopped me from feeling at the top of the world. I have delegated my worries to God. I have asked Jesus to pls take the driver's seat and lead me to financial peace and stability.
At work, on those things that I have been putting off... I started to get on it. I have told myself.. that I cannot keep trying to find just the right time to do things because the right time.. just does not happen. We just need to start something rather than wait for the perfect time to happen.
I realised this during my downtrodden week in the first week of November 2010. There have been far too many times that I have hold myself back. Also when I spoke to my friend about my goal realization of reading 40 books per year - 20 each have quarterly and how I managed to achieve this. She laughed and declared that sometimes... one must make the first step to something and before long they are leading the way.
Yesterday and this whole week, I have been doing the things that I wanted so much to do but was either fearful or lazy or uninterested. Two things off my list and now I have 1 more activity to work out. Somehow I need to do the same for my exercise regime. I cannot shut out myself anymore longer. I need to do the things that I want to be free... from worries, from life's constraints and from fear of the unknown.
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