Today I practiced letting go of my fears of wanting to be there to be in control. Today I left my project to be on it's own. I just mentioned one thing at the end and let it take it's own course. It would seem that I am very good of letting things go. This should not be the case. I loved to be cherished by people and adored. I like to always be in their good thoughts. I love people thinking that I am the best that they have got and that they value my friendship and relationship.
I have to learn to not shut the door entirely but to always offer friendship and comradeship. So I shall let myself to be available at a minimum level to get things done. So there. This is the part where I know I have grown up.
Completing the book on The Tao of Pooh have opened my eyes that being too clever all the time like the Rabbit and the wise old Owl will not get me many places. Being innocent to nothing and yet be able to see things when I listen to my heart and the surroundings, I can get somewhere. I shall always adore this book deep in my heart and always look forward throughtout the day.. as what Piglet thinks i.e. something exciting is about to happen. Also as Pooh declared... one must believe in themselves in what they are and what they are so we will not make the same mistake as the stonecutter. Thank God for small mercies.
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