Hi. Ok. So today I am writing a lot. Well for starters.. I have been meaning to write all this while. In fact I was so highly enthusiastic last weekend... I just couldn't wait to finish what I was reading and start blogging. However as what great gurus would say...whatever that you put up to the later, will not happen so why can't you just shut-up and do it now (well this is what I always tell myself anyways).
So here am I, late? well in the evening decided to spill the beans (read confess) what has been bothering me all this while. I gather that after all the years of not wanting to change myself... I really did it. I allowed myself to be changed to what people always told me. In short, instead of maintaining the goodhearted person that I was, I became this sickening "all about me" person. I became selfish... I put myself above everyone and just went on being like that. I will confess that even when I thought nice things of people, I told myself there is no need to make a big show of it else they will feel a need to grow a larger head than what they have right now. I put myself first!
If you think that putting oneself first isn't a sin then let it be known that in different circumstances it can be viewed as THOUGHTLESS.
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