I realized that all these years, I have put the stops on my progress mentally by telling myself that I don't want this, I cannot be bothered, why care? I need to put myself in the background etc ...
At the same time.. life has been good and keeps giving me opportunities and I keep questioning why me and I failed to see what the universe is doing for me. So in turn, I got more work which was what I didn't want simply because the pay remained the same. If I was paid for all my contribution and hard work, this will motivate me to do better. However, because I was hell bent to be in the shadow... at times... the best things that I do unfailingly does not get recognize.
To be fair.. luckily life i.e the universe still kept the spotlight on me because that was all I thought off. I kept questioning on how come the spotlight was on me and why is there always a spotlight on me? Luckily is it this same thinking that saved me from being not seen by my peers, family, friends and bosses. The fact that I have 'given in' to the idea that I am always different and this is the reason why people always tend to take notice me, saved me from being left out.
So now I know all these stupid thoughts that could get me in the wrong sort of trouble... I shall RELEASE ALL MY NEGATIVITY OUT FROM ME.
Release is a new word that I learned from Christine Kane's blog. I release my life negativity, my worried thoughts, my need to keep saving people and the mental clutter in my life. I RELEASE ALL THESE NEGATIVITY! OUT these goes!!! SHOO!!
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