What is it in the earliest of the morning and the latest of the night that one suddenly remembers all their aspirations and wants. I am but a girl and yet already a lady. I have my own needs and wants just like every other person in the world. I want romance in my life. To have guys swoon over me...to cherish me and pay me the importance of listening attentively to me. I do not want to dwell that it is my own limitation and fears that is putting me away. Wasn't I the interesting one full of anecdotes, smiles and laughter. Wasn't I the popular one. I am still popular in so many ways but with boys... guys.. I guess I need to start back again and bring out the pretty woman in me.
I laugh less these days. I find it more important to be angry about tasks rather than be grateful that I am living and breathing each day. One can easily get lost in the humbug of daily routines. However one should never forget their capabilities as a person just like Paul Coelho mentioned in the Way of the Bow. There are so many powerful hidden meanings in Coelho's book. You can almost smell it but it takes a stronger person to acknowledge all these words and their meaning. To each person there is an alchemist in each of us. If only we are determined to live life the way we want it to rather than live dictate it for us. It is not fated if we choose to change our fate. One needs to invoke their inner valiant champion. Never to lose one's dream.
I dream a thousand things and yet sometimes... I am unable to induce myself to dream out loud. There are so many things to dream on. I vouch to live my dreams. To become what I want. To always lead and manage a grouo of people. Not necessarily always a project manager but a senior manager of my own unit/department. I have high ambitions... I longed to grasp these again in my hands. To victory!
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